Being grateful.

The next time you feel that God has given you a challenge you think you can't go through, think again. There's people out there that are going through much MUCH worst, okay? I know it's hard, and it makes you sick to your stomach at times when people tell you to be strong and move on, because you know what's happening to you, isn't happening to them. No matter what you're going through, good or bad, just be thankful. God has a plan for you. You may not understand, but you must have faith. Your understanding is not needed for this, just your trust. God is with us all. :)

Moment of Realisation

Due to boredom, I went on Facebook a couple of minutes ago. And the first thing I saw was this video my uncle shared, and just like that, I finally realised something--

The video was about this guy who wouldn't stop complaining about how his life sucked and he would not stop acting like he was the only one with problems. Well that was until this mysterious dude that showed up from nowhere gave him a pair of spectacles that gave him the ability to see the truth about others. To see the problems and hardships that they too are facing. And theirs was much worst.

You see, what I'm trying to say here is that everybody has problems. The world doesn't revolve around you. And life may seem unfair, but it's unfair to everyone. So it's somewhat fair somehow.

Everybody has their own problems, and most go through much tougher situations in life. So next time you see someone, anyone, offer them a smile. It could probably be the only thing that's keeping them together. Random acts of kindness are the best, because you never know how big of a deal your small help can mean to someone out there. Be kind, and appreciate the life the Lord has given you. No matter what, believe in God and never give up. ;')

P/s. Everything happens for a reason :) I've questioned my life too lately, and this video helped me to discover something important. And if it wasn't for the boredom I was suffering from, I probably wouldn't have seen that video and continued thinking that life is all bad. Coincidence? I think not ;)

I don't, can't, get it.

Some nights I wished those little things that make me doubt more, never happened. But it did. And due to my tendency of over-thinking things I should not think of, my mind is constantly filled with doubt. Negative thoughts would enter one by one, and I swear, it never leaves my mind. I never did forget anything that happened in the past, I guess I just accepted the fact that it just...happened. "Forgive and forget" - NEVER EASY. The forgiving part is simple because you forgive people simply because you want them to stay. But the forgetting part. Hmmm I swear, it never works for me because I just don't understand. 

The irony of the brain: forget things I want to remember, but remember things I want to forget. Just...great. Brain, give me some break please. My heart aches whenever I think back of what happened. And I'm not okay with it. 

*Skitzo-ish*

But HEYYY, people change and I'm strong enough to face it(I think). So, I'll just see how this story goes. Time to look forward for a better future, because the things that happened in the past, SHALL BE A LESSON. :D

Hahahahahaha what is this, ok goodnight? (Yes, I'm talking to myself)